Monday, July 31, 2006

~Happy Monday~


Here are some things that I am Pondering:)


Well it is Monday! I have some free time this morning cause I did most of my cleaning last night yeah for me. This weekend I did a WHOLE LOT of NOTHING. I did go to my nieces and nephews Pool party which was fun I went without my kids cause one was sick and that was nice too I was able to sit for awhile and not be called mom. Bringing the boys to a pool party might have been my last straw to going over board we took them to one a few weeks ago and it was so hard to manage them around the pool. Next year will be different they will be 3 and able to wear life jackets ya know. About Quentin he is cutting is canine teeth yeah for me. He is doing good today.

Sunday we did absolutly nothing. that is not an understatement. It was super. We watched bench warmers and that was really cute and I cooked a big Breakfast and then tried to keep the house clean so I would not be overloaded today.

I have had grey in my hair since i was 21 but last week i discovered a patch of grey hair on the top of my head.not a strand to match the ones already there but a patch of it aarrrggghhhh! I think i need to consider hair die. or streaking it to hide the grey streaks that are starting to apear.

Well back to my normal routine it is Monday which is laundry laundry laundry. THe twins are distracted with the MOvie Dinosaurs so I have about 10 or15 mins before they look for me and then go back to their movie. Latley all they care about is Dine Dines (dinosaurs) and Blues Clues but I must say it is good for me I can do dished without them coming in and closing the dish washer every two minutes .:) I think thier B-day party will be one of the 2 things not sure yet still have a month to plan wow almost 2 I can not believe it.

well I need to get, just thought I would ramble for a few hopefully soon I will have something cool to blog about sometimes it is just the same ole stuff that I am sure you guys get sick of reading about. I hope you all had a great weekend and I hope your monday is fantastic.

Type at you soon Heather and the gang
Oh wait do you guys ever watch this show


I think he is crazy i watch him all th e time I have his shows set to my DVR and I really wonder about his abilities he is on A&E wednesdays if any of you remember David blaine the magician this guy makes him look like an amatuar watch it if you have not already.

Wednesday, July 26, 2006

Please Vote!

I entered a photo contest and here is the link so if you would please go vote for me and my picture. I would love you for it!


http://photocontest.shutterfly.com/action/photocontest/vote?entry=139162

Tuesday, July 25, 2006

~Wordless Wednesday!

Before I get rude comments I promise it is closed. Look in the background he was playing in the ice buckets throwing cans and ice back and forth. I promise I would never let my children have a beverage of this sort that was opened. I just loved his facial expression. Happy WW! (we were at a collage graduation party)


Leave me a comment and I will be by to visit you My linky thing will not work, sorry.

Monday, July 24, 2006

~Saturday From Hell (well almost)~

As you can see the day started out great I took Taylor to the same place I took Emmy and we did a little photo shot. As you can also see they turned out great if you want to see the others head over to my Photo blog which you can find the link in my sidebar. She is 11 and starting the 7th grade. These will be there school pics for the begining of the year. It is a heck of a lot cheeper and they look a heck of alot better I think.
Then around noon our power went out in the middle of 110+ degree weather. so we packed up and went to the local mall which was to darn hot as well. on the way home from the mall we hit a massive storm with pooring down rain falling tree branches, It was a little wierd if you ask me.
While we were at the mall we took the kids into build a bear which I had never been in either. That place is so neat I thought they were more expensive but they are not to bad on prices. they loved it. Here is Big man Z. with his new friend which is wearing angels gear to match his side of the room.
Here is Lil Q. and his new friend he is wearing a dodher shirt to match his side of the room.
Then we went in to Daniels and My Honey bought our wedding rings but I traded in my original so that the price was not to bad but I feel funny with an empty hand I get to pick them up on Wednesday now we just need the money for the wedding. anybody know of any money trees close by.:) Arn't they pretty this is them.
Here is a happy Monday to you all hope you are all having wonderful day. Talk to you soon!


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Friday, July 21, 2006

~Favorite Foto Friday~


We were playing at the park and I decided to lay on the ground and take this pic of the kids I love it I can not wait for all of my kids to be old enough to do it all together.
Happy FFF! please play along it is fun especially when you use the old ones but my scanner is out of comission right now. So let me know so I can come see you Favorite Foto Friday!

I hope you have a great weekend. It is another busy one for us. Talk to you all soon. Please say a little pray for my dad he is traveling back home from seatle today.Drive safe if y9u read this before you leave.

Wednesday, July 19, 2006

~Wordless Wednesday~

Golden Garden!

Tuesday, July 18, 2006

~OPPS went a little to short huh?~


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Sunday, July 16, 2006

Last night! (post #2)

Last night My SIL took me out to celebrate my B-day last week. We had fun. When I got to her house to pick her up I was greeted by 2 of my nieces yelling happy birthday. They had made me BEAUtiful card and my SIL got me a pretty frame and smelly bath stuff YEAH! we all need that right. :) I loved it. Well I could tell K. was super proud of the card she made so we took a picture together with the card. Isn't it PRETTY!Then we were off. It was just the two of us until about 11pm and the Honey's showed up.
Trisha took pics of us and I took pics of them so I am sure she will be posting later as well so until then this will have to do. I was going to record me singing a song and post it for my BFF in Washington to hear but we had a DJ from hell. She was rude and was only letting her friends go up to sing. ( so maybe next time lisa k)
Thanks again Trisha We needed that time out so until next time.


~Today she is 7~ (post #1)


Today my little monkey butt turns 7 years old!
I took her to the citrus park and took so pics of her for my wall and her scrapbook.
If you would like to see all of the really good ones then go to my side bar and click on the link that says MY PHOTOBLOG.
Well Emmy I hope you are having a wonderful day at your Daddy's house we all love you and will see you monday night!

Friday, July 14, 2006

~Favorite Foto Friday~

THis is on the the 4th I love this pic.:)

Wednesday, July 12, 2006

~Wordless Wednesday~ (I am back)





Monday, July 10, 2006

I Fixed So Here You go!

The Birthday Girl!
(if you click on the collagues they will inlarge)
The Deco!
The banner was M&M's there were connect 3 with smarties Ice cream cone bubbles big suckers and Hard candy!

The Snacks and goodies!

Fondue fountain, cotten candy, Ice cream, soda,cake, smores, strawberries and Cookies Yummy!


The Games!

Musical M&M's and guess which candy you are eating. We then took a picture of all the winners holding the candy bouquets I made.

The gifts!

Spoiled! she recived alot a great things and I want to thank everybody who was there and everybody who helped me with games and clean up you guys are great!

The cake!

Nothing fancy they were all to sugared out to even want any. We had 3/4 of the cake left.

Now for the Singing!

In every picture but one they were singing High school musical can guess the one they were not LOL!She is just like her mommy sing it baby. This was my favorite time I Love to watch her and her friends have this kind of fun!

Last but not least the sleep over!

They were all asleep with in 30 minutes! if you inlarge you can see the first three out!\

They were all so good. I would do it again if I had the choice.

Now I want to also thank Ultrabright for wishing me a happy birthday as well as the others I mentioned in the previous post you guys are awsome.

i am so frustrated!

My camera will not upload I have tried everything I have one more trick up my sleeve and if that does not work I might need to take it back to the store cause my honey bought the warrenty on it. thank goodness for that.

Emmy's party was a blast We took so many pics I will post them asap.

I want to thank Trisha and Debby for my B-day wishes of their blogs. I love you guys. I also want to htank Dawn and here mom for my love gift that i recieved yesterday I will post the pic of that ASAP as well.

Friday, July 07, 2006

~FAV. FOTO FRIDAY~

this E. flyin a kite I love this pic I think she looks pretty!let me know if you played along!

Tuesday, July 04, 2006

~ If you are a Mom This might be hard to read~

Well I can not sleep tonight so let me tell you about what i see everytime I close my eyes this might be a long one but HOPEFULLY it will make me feel a little better. now lets travel back 4 years,Mind you this is what is playing in my head over and over and over again as i lay in bed tonight.
July 4, 2002
My Baby Emmy was with my mom for the night while I sat with my son trying to keep him awake enough to watch the fire works on T.V. It was hard to do he was so tired and weak. We watched together as the fire works boomed and inrique inglesias sang Hero HE would call my name and enjoy the sound and sight then start to dose off then he would call for me again and start over the process. If I only knew what was soon to come. The fire works ended about 10pm and his Daddy went home with his family while the ICU nurses brought my a chair to sleep in.
I walked over to my baby and kissed him goodnight which he was already asleep, curled up in the chair and off i went onto a deep exsausted sleep.
July 5, 2002
I woke up in the morning went to my baby to say good morning but I could not help but wonder why he was still sleeping. He was not responding to me. I paged the nurse. She sat me down to explain that somewhere between 10:30 and 11pm he has slipped into a coma. I was angry I asked why I was not woken up but they said I was non responsive they think it was from exsaution you see we started this visit with an operation on the first and now we were in the ICU 3 days later.
Hours had passed and I watched him litterally struggling to take every breath all Of his dactors and even old nurses came in to let me know "Mam there is nothing else we can do for you little boy. You might want to consider calling a priest"
What no medical miricals no common medical procedure. I had to watch my baby lay there and die at the precious age of 5. How do you do that.
So we called the priest and the rest of the family. When the Preist showed up they let us all go in there for the prayer of last rights. I think it is called that I am not catholic but his Daddy was.We all surronded his bad with the priest at the top by his head as soon as he annoited his head with oils my baby stopped breathing almost like he knew it was time to go home to his heavenly father. my heart stopped I was not ready yet I had so much more to say so many more places to take him. I could go on forever. the nurse brought him back during the prayer. I remember standing there watching the bag pushing air into his body and watching him try and resond to it. I have never felt so helpless.The sight I saw that moment will never leave I will not go into those detail I do not think I could.
It was now mine and his Daddy time with him so everybody went into the waiting room after saying their goodbyes and I love yous. One of the nurses knew our history And he had to sleep with me at night so I could help him roll over at night so she leaned in and said to me "Mom would you like to lay with your little boy" I of course said yes. She helped me move all of his tubes and IV's so I could fit in bed with him. I layed on his left side put my arm around him and wispered in his ear baby it is ok to go. Mommy understands stop fighting I do not want you to hurt anymore. I kissed him the nurse told us he had a couple of hours on the oxygen or minutes with out. I got out of his bed to talk to his Dad and we agreed that making him lay there and struggle with every breath until he finally was to tired was to hard on him and we asked the nurses to unhook ever thing. She silenced the machines so we would not hear him flat line. They did this I took him in my arms wrapped him in his bobby (which was his Fav. Blanket) Rocked him in my arms and sang to him his favorite song.
I lift my eyes up to the heavens where does my help come from my help comes from you maker of heaven my help comes form you maker of heaven maker of all the earth. oh how I need you lord you are my only hope your my only prayer. And I will wait for you to come and rescue me come and give me life.
As I sang this I Rocked him and cried then I thought to myself the dr. told us that they say they can still hear you. So I pulled it together I did not want the last thing he heard to be my broken heart. I watched and felt him take his last breath I saw the nurse say he was gone and the time was 5:47pm.
I continued to hold him and stroke his head which he loved and I continued to sing. I watched him turn blue and felt his body go limp in my arms. How do you put him down. How do you leave him there and never hold him again. I do not know how much time went by. I remember the nurse asking me if I wanted a lock of his hair and his feet and hand prints so i said yes then I remember putting him downI dont remeber how i got outside to tell his Dad to pick him out a new outfit and then I drove myself home I lost the next few days. and Now it has been four years. YOu see my b-day is the 10th and I had to bury him on that day. so July in general is a hard month for me but Emmys bday is the 16 so always a good thing to celebrate
I ache sometime in my arms to hold him to hear his cry to look in his eyes and hear him laugh.I know he sent the Twins and steve to me to make me happy again.It had been so long since Ihad been happy when He died he took so much of me with him. Thank you God for also giving me Emmy she has been so awsome to love and watch grow.
I cherish every moment with my children. I take pictures of every little moment not wanting to forget a thing in the future. I appriciate every step my boys take and every once in awhile I go to the garage and look at his little wheelchair and remember him A little more then just a picture or two.
Thanks for letting me spill to you. It might help me sleep to get it off my chest I will post pics of our fourth later and some of the deco's i have made for Emmys party sat. hope everybody had a beautiful haliday.